Is this thing on?

Nietzsche once said that ‘you need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star’ – And if one look out in the world (‘tension’) is anything to go by  (as within so without) we’re on the cusp of breaking out in one bright and shiny cosmic conga line, then.

Probably like many of you, life has sent me down the (often not so) scenic route, with detours, tourist traps, potholes, faded dreams and all. Actually I should say  ‘I had life sent  me…’ to put it in a spiritually correct non-victimized way, huh. A mixed bag of ‘we’ve come a long way, but we haven’t gone far’, anyway.

But on August 6th 2011 I wrote in my notebook these  words – ‘this is turnaround week’ – . And I know it sounds kinda pompous (and an awful lot like “detour”). Though  I didn’t necessarily knew what it meant, it felt like a major uplifting positive for humanity, this planet and more (and me), a heartfelt knowing, with a big chunk of ‘happy’. Perhaps it was just that for the first time I started to wake up to this ‘new’ reality that  I was part of it all, this major shift in consciousness I’d heard, maybe sensed a little, about before…. But this was beyond ‘a clue here and there‘ . And it’s like entering uncharted territory with an odd sense of familiarity. Have I been here before, do I know this place?

And while figuring this stuff out as I go along, trying to ride this learning curve, this shift comes with a deeper knowing and sense of connection and unity.

It’s becoming clearer to me how ‘reality’ (or the way we perceive the world and thus ourselves) isn’t filtered predominantly through the mind/left brain /lower chakras (fear-led ego) anymore, but through a ‘new’  (or re-activated ) center – your High Heart. It’s a different refined way of processing information which puts and holds you on the path of your Higher Self (or however you like to call it). And yes, it could probably spell a little more chaos first for many who are caught off guard by this kind of magic, as I see it as a collective bump up the ladder, affecting all of us.

Old school bookkeeping logic doesn’t feel (there you go already) satisfying anymore. It doesn’t work anymore, for more and more people, in the way it might have served many of us in the past. Why? It leaves out too much relevant, real (‘irrational’) information, which we’ve taken for granted for a long time. And we only discarded it because we couldn’t  put our finger or a figure ($) on it. Which only has deepened our sense of separation. But more and more are waking up to the feeling  that something major is off, unplugged. Time to get  it back on again.

So let me share a little ‘intuition on steroids’ experience I had recently. I was doing some exercise on the cross trainer. And suddenly this insight or whatever you wanna call it sunk into me:  – ‘The Angelic Realm is stepping in’ –  (and I can tell you that’s not my typical inner voice kinda chattering). I didn’t even need to picture it as it came with a wave of what I call pure ‘confirmation joy’. It’s yes beyond the shadow of a doubt. It feels like ‘relief’, ‘thank you’, ‘ticker-tape parade’.  And to make sure I really got the message I got a big exclamation mark to boot. See,  I was listening to my iPod in shuffle mode and skipped to the next song (out of 5,000): ‘The Ascent of Man’ (by REM, never heard it before). Okay…Long story short: we’ve got Company.

Do I understand it all? No. Do I mind? No. Do I heart? Yes! It’s on.


2 Responses to “Is this thing on?”

  1. 1 Wendy October 24, 2011 at 12:49 pm

    Oh yeah! 🙂

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